The Eve of Day One

Funny how everything can change in a few short days.

Fast #1 was a remarkable experience. But I realize it was just the doorway.

Things are different now.

Motives have changed.

Directions have changed.

I have changed.

What was urgent before, seems only a vague cloudy dream.

I have been lost somewhere. "I" am not in this.
God, I hope "I" don't come back.

My life is not about me.
I am not here for me.

But I will have to give an account for me....
I hope I will do well...

I have never been so excited about anything before....
This fast is such an amazing opportunity.

I can't wait to start this leg of the journey.