Funny how everything can change in a few short days.
Fast #1 was a remarkable experience. But I realize it was just the doorway.
Things are different now.
Motives have changed.
Directions have changed.
I have changed.
What was urgent before, seems only a vague cloudy dream.
I have been lost somewhere. "I" am not in this.
God, I hope "I" don't come back.
My life is not about me.
I am not here for me.
But I will have to give an account for me....
I hope I will do well...
I have never been so excited about anything before....
This fast is such an amazing opportunity.
I can't wait to start this leg of the journey.